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I understand that I was not here over the past 3 days last week, and obviously do not know all that's happened or understand all that is going on. Still, I feel I that something HAS to be said about all the petty shit going on these days and who better to voice MY OPNIONS on it than me. No offense intended, though I do realize it can be taken that direction.

Marlena - You, I praise you for putting up with all of this bullshit going on. You don't need to be put into other people's problems with other people, but yet you are forced smack dab in the middle of this one. The road to this point, I must say that you might've placed yourself in the middle on your own slightly. You put a boy above your friends, and that, that is not right in any way. However, as stated previously I do not know the whole story there. Although the fact you did choose one over the other is messed up, it is even more so not right for those two people to FORCE you to chose. It was wrong, all over.

Matt - You. Make. No. Sense... Plainly put. You say one thing, then say the EXACT opposite. You use pity on everyone else CONSTANTLY. News flash, your godamned life is NOT that rough. It could always be worse. And you need to cut the dramatics and realize everyone has problems, and half the people around you have it MUCH worse. Shut it. I also think along with some others, that AJ does deserve an apology. You started in on him, FOR NO REASON. You should've kept your mouth shut. But then again, you really do not know how to do that do you? Your undying need to get attention, is repulsive. And last problem, you can not bring everything else into an argument that does not have anything to do with it. Like, okay .. Tell AJ to stop talking to you, understandable. Telling AJ he is going nowhere because he does drugs, unneccessary. Him doing drugs, has NOTHING to do with how he needs to stop talking to you. Your just a jealous little fucker. All need intended though given the past, but I believe until a hint of being proven otherwise then they should be trusted. So give her a little trust dude, if you love her.. TRUST HER. Otherwise you have no foundation for a good relationship, which is what damaged your relationships previously. Yes, drugs are bad and do much harm. And yeah, I am totally against them. But I also feel a person is determined on who they are and not what they do.

Marlena's grown up a LOT lately. She's admitted her mistakes, taken rsponsibility for them, become an all around better person, and the only thing she hasn't done right lately is deal with all of your stupid drama. She constantly struggles with YOUR bullshit, she gets the brunt of YOUR problems, she deals with the aftermath of YOUR drama. This is not her fight. This is not her load to carry. Yet she does, because she tries to make EVERYONE happy. It doesn't work. That's her fault in all this. Yours, is putting all this on her, even though you SAY you love her. If you love her.. love her. Love her unconditionally. UNCONDITIONALLY. That means NO CONDITIONS. Love her when she messes up, love her when she doesn't, love her when she's with you, love her when she's not, love her when she says the wrong thing, love her when she says all the right things, love her always. No matter what. No matter WHAT. Do you understand that? That is what love is. LOVING SOME ONE ALWAYS. If you can't look at them at the end of a HORRIBLE day with SO MUCH drama, pain, anger, and sadness... and say, "I may not like you very much right now - but I love you." Then you do not, infact, truly love the person. It's time to grow up kiddos. It's time to stop being selfish, and start being selfless. It's time.. to love. Now lets all HUG!!!!! >.< :]

... Seriously, its OVER. Marlena 'loves' Matt. Matt 'loves' Marlena. AJ is Marlenas friend. Marlena is AJs friend. That is how it is, that is how it worked before, and that is how it should be. Get over it. Move on. Life goes on, try moving on with it.